Let’s turn some new leaves.
Really shitty poetry because I am too happy to write anything of substance.
I feel as if there is something here that I am not grasping quite hard enough, and that’s the only thing I seem to want to do right now. No, not want, need to do, every part of my mind, every atom of my existence is yearning to do one thing and that is capture how I feel right now in this very moment in time and keep it forever just in case circumstances change and life turns a new route. I want to shape my thoughts with the stars but somehow I feel like that still would not be enough because even stardust is not a worthy enough substance to paint the rhythm of my heart against yours.
I feel like I am a dam ready to be broken, ready to flood out everything in my path, everything beautiful and natural and living, simply because I am yearning so strongly to touch it. I am so full with such passion, such copious amount of emotion towards you, that if I let go even for a moment, it could crush you too quick and too fast.
Part of me hopes no one ever sees this, specifically not you, but the bigger part of me just wants this out there in the world for the stardust to ravel around and every dam in the world to break down for just a moment to express how strongly it is that I love you.
To whoever got Brand New tickets, congratulations! Have twice as good of a time for me, please sing your heart out and cry a little so maybe it will be as if I’m there in spirit! I’ll try my hardest to be around next time. If any of you decide you cannot go, I’ll buy your ticket, even for double the price if you want but these Stubhub prices are nuts.
To all of those that didn’t, I feel your pain, guys, but they’ll be around again. I was on the website as the tickets went up and it just crashed on me like four times and by the time it stopped, which was maybe 40 or so seconds, they were all gone. But they’ll have another round. Chin up! Maybe we can arrange some sort of extravaganza for all the kiddies that couldn’t go, a day where we blast Brand New and comfort each other through not being there? It’d be just like the concert, but sans Brand New. I think it’s a good idea.
This goes out to all the people who didn’t get tickets to Brand New today.
Hiya, you aren’t funny. Idk what point of…
the best part: i’ll remember this sad post of yours while watching them on both nights with all my friends who got tickets because we know how to use the internet and read emails. i’ll even take pictures and video for you so you can live vicariously through us.
I hope you have a good time. I also hope you crash and burn on your way there!
Thanks, I intend to. And i think it would’ve been a lot funnier of you to quote seventy times 7 instead of that crash and burn line. Have a nice evening!
Some people had internet issues and computer crashes and since the site was so flooded, couldn’t get in. No need to be a dillhole.
I am trying far too hard for someone who isn’t trying at all. Done with that shit.
Sometimes it does bother me, but then again, my emotions are never trustworthy.
Some days I remember me, most days I don’t. But those days are my favorite.
You would never tolerate from me all the things I tolerate from you.